February 2012
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Escape the Physical
We made a conscious decision to ignore it forever, forsaking reality for one we could explore forever.
Telling stories around a campfire, we were entranced. The embers crackled at each other, but no war is forever.
Her eyes filled with shock at the knife in her chest. She gasped for breath, her body wanting more forever.
He laughed. She smiled. Work could wait another hour. They were in love with...
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Misguided Expectations
We once believed in a world sprawling with infinite possibility. The promises given to us of tomorrow foretold something far greater than what we are left with. Those dirty promises polluted us, filling our heads with empty fairytales. As they begin to fall we have nothing to help us hold our ground. As the stars crash to the earth a people stand, defiant in the face of infernal wrath, holding out...
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We May Never Speak Again
I don’t bother to think twice when I tell a lie where I assess that no one should be bitter. As long as every muscle contracts to make my arms and legs move I barely notice any hiccups in their steps along the way. I believe I am like this today because Her Royal Fuck-up, mother, showed me how I could remove my conscience, ignoring facts. She told her family she loved us – her body is a seizure,...
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Time as She Saw Fit
My phone would ring at erratic times every single night without fail. “Do you know the time?” mother would ask so quietly. “I don’t,” was all I could muster.
Every day the same ringing buzzing away from my desk. “It’s ten o’clock dear,” she growled. The time on my wall was all wrong. She made me believe her every word.
“It’s six-fifteen. Fix your clock,” her voice rang in my head. She had no real...
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The Last Time
We refused to say goodbye, justifying future outings. Door closed, leaving her. Forgot a picture. Driving on lightless streets under a starless sky, I tried to remember the sound of her voice, an echo distorting and fading the farther I got.
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Months of Waiting (edited)
Each drop of rainwater collected, forming into veins on the window. Our fingers glided along the glass, pumping the heart, sending blood and life through the streaks of water that followed our touch. Heartbeats grew rapidly until the veins connected, and warm bodies met, leaving only her hand in mine.
January 2012
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A Ring in My Pocket (edited)
On that day, countless pictures were taken of the entire spectacle. There were photos of all kinds: “poses,” “ambushes,” “rushed,” and the occasional “completely unaware.”
The sky was cloudy, but it didn’t remotely touch the mood, going largely unnoticed. Cars lined the streets of the arrivals, ready to immortalize the moment.
My hair was freshly cut, as a request from my brother. The focus was...
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Torn Fabric (edited)
She stood with me in the crystal rain, giggling as we hid how we waited for each other. She was all that I wanted. Finally, I got my chance as we traded blue kisses that still radiated their warmth.
Mammoth was becoming my second home. It had seasons unlike back here in Laguna. The three of us would compete over catching the biggest fish in spring, while Sean and Dennis pelted me with ice that...
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Empty Streets (edited)
The cold air bit at my exposed skin, chilling my toes until they were stone. Each step I took was a thud in my bones, stinging but devoid of any pain.
The sky was hidden by gray ice. Rain seemed inevitable, but it never came, affording me no company. There was nothing to distract myself from each numb step I took.
The street was barren, the buildings silent. I was bonding with the sidewalk,...
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New Arrival
We found him out in the storm soaking from head to toe. Nothing of him was spared, his clothes tattered and ripped. A home was all he needed.
We shared our bread with him and tried to dry his clothes fervently. Still damp and cold, he was shaking. A fire was lit and warmth filled his bones.
We could see into him. Our inspection was scrupulous. Like the Fates with their strings his life was ours to...
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Children of the Storm
The door swung open before us as rain and wind bashed its way in. We huddled together to no avail; one by one we were forced to our turn. Many went with tears and dismay struggling to hide their fear. When my turn finally came the wind and rain bit at me, beckoning me with brutal force. I looked for the comfort of my friends to ease this transition into the storm, but they were already scattered...
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The World, I Give to You
We can eradicate the jazz age sensibilities: dreams of grand illusion and simpler words, grand fashion festering and bold.
We can amalgamate with one another, reuniting with our inner selves beyond the masks of a depraved world.
We can go to the festivities together, brushing off irrelevant omens – dressed just right for the occasion.
We can actually meet each other in the cold candlelight beyond...
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Almost Cruel Anticipation (edited)
My untouched lips fidgeted as I looked into her big eyes that fluttered like blue jays, staring back at mine. She drew me in as she played with my hands, but it wasn’t until late that night, sitting on my couch, that we tried to make the pieces fit.
She listened to my throbbing heart intently, her head resting on my chest, caging me in the moment. Her wordless insistence on waiting was an almost...
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Kings and Slaves
The pawn advances toward certain doom, as another rushes to meet him. His brothers watch as the pawn tests his foe knowing nothing more than the one before him is his enemy. He strikes at his foe and comes out on top, but there is no time for him to celebrate as he is cut down before his brothers by a knight removing the peasant trash. The king is pleased, lazily waiting, blinded by the reach of...
November 2011
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Almost Cruel Anticipation
Virgin lips waited anxiously in the company of a girl with many more notches on her belt. I was just another boy in line to her. An opportunity presented itself, but we waited.
Her big, expressive eyes fluttered like blue jays, staring back at mine. She always had an intoxicating smile, drawing me in as she played with my hands. We tolled away the daylight hours on my porch, ignoring the...
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Monsters in the House
Each night a battle rages - darkened lies. Through the door crack she can hear horrid growling as monsters bare their teeth before her eyes. They never leave despite the new day dawning. She hides beneath her sheets as the screams grow. The creatures advance, biting at her head. Those ghastly scars they leave will never show, plaguing her innocence – flawed, wounded, dead. Before her hope forever...
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A More Fitting Reality
I came to a large velvet door, studded with the light of stars. The door easily swung open, and I passed through it as I was met with the sweet smell of honey, engulfing the air. Rolling green clouds formed the ground I walked on, rippling swirls of soft pink with each step. Above my head the melodic sound of chirping sang out, as fish swam around in a floating and twisting stream of red water....
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Months of Waiting
Each drop of water collected at the touch of our cold fingers. Gliding along the glass, distorting the natural image until warm bodies met. The light inside faded, dimming the quiet night, leaving only her hand in mine.
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Anything At All
I have not come to any conclusions, only questions, certainly not any sort of answers, as anyone can see. I prefer musing – about anything really because as anyone would know, answers may be doubtable, but questions are infallible. If I ask any questions, and only questions, I can ask anyone about anything And I, too, will be infallible as anyone and everyone should know. Any questions?
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A Ring in My Pocket
On that day, so many pictures were taken of the entire spectacle. There were photos of all kinds: poses, ambushes, rushed, and unaware.
The sky was cloudy, but it didn’t remotely touch the mood, going largely unnoticed. Cars lined the streets of the arrivals, ready to immortalize the moment.
My hair was freshly cut, as a request from my brother. The focus was all on him, but I was proudly at his...
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Torn Fabric
She stood with me in the cold rain, giggling as we hid our waiting for each other. She was all that I wanted. Finally, I got my chance as we kissed tenderly in the night.
Mammoth was becoming my second home. It had seasons unlike back here in Laguna. Catching fish in the spring, and throwing snow in the winter were our favorite past times.
My brother and I finally had control. he was in the...
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Empty Streets
The cold air bit at my exposed skin, chilling my toes until they were stone. Each step I took was a thud in my bones, stinging but devoid of any pain.
The sky was cloudy and gloomy. Rain seemed inevitable, but it never came. There was nothing to distract myself from each step I took.
The street was barren, the buildings silent. I was bonding with the sidewalk, whispering secrets to it as my body...
March 2011
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Embrace of the Angel
An angel stood before me glimmering. One wing black, the other white This being of twilight approached Wings wrapping around my body. Do I peer into the darkness? Have I been found by redemption? The kiss of death is upon me An uncertain bliss is all I can feel. Take me away from this dreadful place. With you, angel, I will go as far As you require of my tortured soul. I know I’m finally coming...
February 2011
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Sunset to Sunset
(Written for my girlfriend)
To the nicest girl I have ever met I must inform you of the problem That presents itself in your smile, Every time you laugh, or say goodbye.
I find my mind in a different place My dreams are filled with you I never leave your side From sunset to sunrise.
The way your eyes look into mine Leaves my heart pounding away. Your laugh, smile, and beauty Are without equal in...
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Remembrance
A realization passed me by Long after its needed time I lost the only chance I had In a previous life I thought Had so little bearing on me. Those days felt out of control Beyond my power to sculpt. My time there was spent alone Allowing myself to fade away. The days that I thought I hated Would be what struck me so much I know I missed a chance at something Though, at what, I can never be sure. I...
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Illusions in Truth
I can’t see less anymore Losing myself in the music A song of each passing second Time flows with each tick-tock In rhythm with your heart Beating away toward the night I can’t see less anymore This stream filling the void Connected and intertwined The world, time, and you A weave hidden in your eyes Once found, shall never fade I can’t see less anymore In an instant my eyes were opened To...
January 2011
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Ephemeral Flight
Your wings will take you away From a wretched place to a better home To take flight is all you will ever need Can you even make it off the ground?
Your wings will never burn up Though they are forever ephemeral Don’t lose your head in the sky How long before you hit the ground?
Your wings will only carry you so far Running away was the only choice you had You will never be the same after the skies...
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Midnight Contemplations
This moment is strangely empty A sensation so filling in nothingness The stirring aurora of Metropolis Stretching in every direction Such heights are daunting With a world seeming such a blur Is a fall worth taking? Will standing bring me peace? They’re waiting for me Up above or down below Reunited is the only way To be with stars or city lights
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Follow the Sun
I will follow the sun No matter the obstacles My route must always be clear A life paved in the skies
The moon will be my shield As the darkness tries to grab me Earthly light always dims too fast But I can never lose hope
I will follow the sun Into lands I never imagined Past others who are blinded Fear won’t hold me back
The stars will be my dreams Until the day they rain down And I grasp them...
November 2010
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Forgotten One
You’ve got a hole in your chest The past is merely a measure of time Drifting and fading away at your behest Forgetting is your greatest crime
A black cross over your heart Doomed to forever live without Images of regret once you depart Even oblivion will spit you out
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Spiral
Today I found myself standing before a spiral Swirling before me, ever flowing unimpeded It was inviting at first when I entered into it A little misplaced chaos builds character Time glided by me in streams, tangible But unobtainable, just out of my reach A shimmer, a ripple, a thread through hands This vortex took me up warmly, floating I understood nothing of its workings Nor did I have any...
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Fifty Words Writing Challenge
Challenge: Describe how you feel at this moment in fifty words, no more, no less.
I feel lost. I just came from a class that made me think about who I really am and if I’ll ever reach my potential, whatever that potential is exactly. I have an ever-growing sense of hope at the weekend now upon me, but I remain unsettled with current events.
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September 2010
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50 Followers!
Thank you to everyone who has followed me because I have now reached my 50 followers milestone! I don’t intend this to be an attempt at bragging but rather a big thank you to everyone that has found an interest in my writing. I truly appreciate the support and I hope you guys continue to enjoy what I post here! :D
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Apocalypse Now
Look at me Father, mother, someone, anyone Look at me! I have given you everything My life of obedience and devotion Yet you toss me aside Is my sin just too great? I am no different from you This exile you now place me in How dare you! The world is crumbling around you Everything will be lost in time But you won’t cease to hold this over me Why can’t you look at me? Your son, your friend You have...
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Seeking Creation
Can anyone see us now? Lost and forgotten, miniscule little things Wandering without solid purpose The stars won’t shed a tear for us Or spare even the slightest thought Will we ever belong?
Can anyone hear us now? As we beg and plead for guidance Tearing at each other for the answers Self-destruction seeking creation Waiting for us all to be saved Are we really alone?
Can anyone see us now?...
August 2010
6 posts
Recommend Me?
Tractor Beam Tuesdays for Tumblr Tuesdays! I’ll give you a cookie! (or maybe write something for you at your request?)
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These Scarred Hands
The cuts of olden days are plain to see I’m left with scars - my sad forgotten life These hands will never change, but I am free To wait and seize what good can come from strife
Poets' Challenge Roster
iambicpentameter:
We’ve got a full slate of contestants for the 2010 Summer Poets’ Challenge.
For round one, the competition will be:
girlsjustliex vs. modelmaterial91
kittiewonder vs. meesav
chocolatebluesandpaprika vs. cakeatnoon
tractorbeamtuesdays vs. thesmokegirl
Our alternates are:
prettycolorsandsharpthings and inspireimagine
I will queue up the prompts to go live at noon...
Currently seeking some inspiration...
So if you have something, lay it on me. A suggestion, a request, a challenge, an idea, a line, a song, anything! I’m all ears.
Molting Colvin's Skin: This Blogger Is A... →
“I find no need in trying to construct a beautiful and heartfelt prose or poem. It’s quite easy, actually. I simply toss words from my pen to describe you. How much beauty can words contain? Amazing, enthralling… words simply fail to describe you, to illustrate your entirety. I can only write…
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Lady of the Forest
Suggested by: fernandocoello
Deep in the dark and scattered forest The will of man is turned and twisted
Heeding the eternal song
Lured by the promise of the divine Corrupted by a place lost by time
Daunting happiness
The lady of the forest forever weaves Telling the story, events carefully placed
Absolute control
She gave you promises of forever Then you were dropped and discarded
She has...
July 2010
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The Wolf Outside
There’s a wolf outside And I’m cold and scared It’s sniffing and scratching Hungry, ravenous, seeking me Just beyond the tent flaps Papa always said be… I know I will have to face it But I know not when There’s a wolf outside Sniffing its way to find me What will I do when it comes in? I’m not ready; I’m not prepared Papa always said be… It’s going to eat me, devour me! I can’t do this by myself...
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Crowded City Streets
You walk down the crowded city streets People on your left and right Completely absorbed in themselves Talking on their cell phones Bumping through each other without care Fascinated by the city lights You aren’t their problem You’re just in the way.
You walk down the crowded city streets Market vendors spring up all around Indulging your human desires Want it, need it, got to have it. One man...
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(The) Black & White (Angel)
These corrupted sinners Know nothing of gratitude They squander their gift And hate and kill one another
They are lovers and creators Coming together in community Sharing in their love of life Through song and dance
They have forgotten their home Believing only in themselves They have forgotten us It is time to end this mockery
They will remember in time For a while they may be astray But all...
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Hammer & Anvil
It started as nothing more than a mass A form, ambiguous and meaningless In a pile with others of its kind Waiting its turn without a sound When he selected this form He stared at it for a while with intent Before placing it within the fire Within the inferno this form took life Awakening and glowing a vibrant orange He readied his anvil and his hammer And pulled this form from the fire Without...
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Make Believe
In my land of make believe I can be the king of my own castle Or lost in the wilderness Fighting off the evil dragon Or laughing with new friends
In my land of make believe My fort and my teddy are all I need There’s no school or homework No parents or rules to follow I’m allowed to be free
In my land of make believe I don’t need to be a hero Or reach glory and fame But when I don’t have to be me...
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If I Could Change the Past
(This story was written back in my freshman year of high school, so the writing is pretty rough to say the least. Inexperienced may be the better word, but you be the judge since I feel like what is the harm in posting it anyways? This was my first real attempt at a short story other than just school assignments, but I put a lot of effort into this one at the time. Also, the formatting isn’t...
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World of Longing
We stand here today I had such high expectations In a world full of pain I never thought I’d be alone And in a world of love The way he looks at me Our world of longing I’ll never be the perfect father Doubting and hating ourselves I’m not pretty enough But admiring others from afar Her smile No matter our circumstances Is there something more? We crave something better My dreams could never...
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The Great Sleep
“It’s time to sleep Isaac,” a voice boomed in the void. With a start the young man Isaac opened his eyes. He found himself lying on the ground in a strange place. He lifted his head to look around and saw a swirling gray around him. It was not like clouds in a storm, or the great winds that come with them. No, it was a very different scene. The grayness appeared alive; its own entity....
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The Star of Satin Island
The Island off of Lone peak Harbor. Satin Island. I am sure you have heard of it. The island that “glows in the night” as they say. I realize to some that it may be a tired topic, but I feel the island is often overlooked. Sure it is small, but what about the glow? Why do people so easily dismiss it? People claim it is just a story to tell children in order to scare them, as many...